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Friday, April 18, 2014

Thank God It's Friday

Today is Good Friday, which is, for us church folk, a significant part of Holy Week. 

Regardless of whether you believe Jesus was the Son of God or think he was a crackpot lunatic infamous for wandering around synagogues, even most secular historians agree He existed and died by crucifixion. 

Can you imagine dying in that way? The word "excruciating" is actually rooted literally from the phrase "out of crucify." A crucified person could die from asphyxiation, pulmonary embolism, sepsis or even an animal coming to finish you off. Lovely, right? 

What a totally gross way for the Son of God to die - for anyone to die - but this Jesus guy must've either been telling the truth or was so passionately affixed within his delusions to submit to this sort of demise. 

Imagine it. 

Someone dying on the cross for love. 

That's Jesus in a nutshell. Whether you believe it or not, accept it or not, historically this man was punished in one of the harshest ways imaginable because He claimed to be "King of the Jews." He came boldly for love. 

I wouldn't dare say TGIF on this particular Friday.....but in a way, it is most appropriate. Thank God it's Friday....Thank God FOR Friday.....

The day where God knew of the times I would lie, cheat, gossip, sulk and a myriad of other less than redeeming things - and He went up on that cross. 

The day where God knew I would alternate slothing around, not bothering to remember Him and work so hard, be so busy, that I didn't have time to pursue Him.....and He remained. 

The day where God proved that He was the center of true love - the ambassador for the world's only faith where instead of us following someone to God, God followed us. Pursued us. Remained in us. 

There's something solemnly remarkable in that.

Thank God for Friday. But especially this particular one. 

Friday, April 4, 2014

My Life Is Blessed....and Insane

Have you ever felt stuck in mud while life is speeding ahead of you at a rapid pace? 

Symptoms may include: 

- you are directing a big show in a week
- you are leaving for India in 19 days 
- you have someone moving into your guest room for 6 months 
- you are attempting to write ahead of deadlines because you'll be overseas when the month turns over.
- your oldest child is out of school for two weeks. 
- you need to fundraise more than ever before, but aren't sure how to get people to respond. 

Diagnosis: The month of April.

Treatment: Weirdly, if anyone offered to help, my response would be, "Can you make me a lasagna? I really need 10 lasagnas by Sunday." Because oh the lasagna dilemma.....my biggest issue until next Sunday is a lack of lasagna. 

Welcome to my brain. What a crazy, wonderful, exciting, OVERWHELMING month. 


Continent Party Day


Sam had been freaking out about his school's continent party all week. He has been gleefully counting down until Friday, and it took him probably all of 5 minutes to be completely dressed and ready for school this morning.

They had a blast - I love, love, love going to a charter school! 

Passports & Travel Briefings.....




Antarctica 
(Which was legitimately cold)


Watching March of the Penguins....


Australia 

Getting Aboriginal face paint.....




Europe.....

Painting the "Sistine Chapel" with his teacher. 




Monaco Grand Prix.....

South America 



His toucan was my favorite ;) 

Asia....

I didn't take any pictures in Africa but it was super cute! 

And finally, a picture from North America - but really who cares ;) 




Thursday, April 3, 2014

The Reality of Royal Stage

2014 has been a year where reality has hit for me as Royal Stage director. Here's a brief breakdown of what this realization has included.

1) We are doing something else no one in the region is - this is both terribly frightening and very exciting.
2) We have completely outgrown our studio that just a few years ago, seemed huge.
3) There will always be critics, whatever you do in life. Fortunately, there will also be angels at every turn.

We just came out of an incredible weekend at Bridgeway Christian Church, a huge congregation a little north of us. We went into it (or at least I did) with a lot of nerves and expectation because RS has never performed for 5,000 people before. And, combine that with the fact we had a nervous young girl speaking boldly on her struggles in life and also I had to speak more than once at each service (not my favorite thing)....I was wracked with anxiety.

Long story short, our ministry THRIVED at Bridgeway. M did amazing with her speech and song - people are still contacting us days later to say how much they were moved by her. I also asked the Lord for boldness and sharedwe needed before a massive room of strangers....and God provided.


  1. Someone offered us four weeks of free commercial air time on the two biggest Christian radio stations in town.
  2. We got a whole slew of new monthly faith pledges, which is how we survive as a group at many times.
  3. Someone committed to delivering fresh, healthy meals to our downtown Sacramento Section 8 families. 
  4. Someone invited us to come dance and minister in Hawaii...which of course, we all feel very VERY called to ;) 


It was INCREDIBLE. It is the most surreal feeling to have strangers speak life into your vision. To approach you with positive feedback on what you devote your life to, with no ulterior motive. Friends and family are supposed to tell us we're on the right track (although true friends will tell you when you're not), but to have people who don't know me from squat to tell me they believe in what God is having us do....I wanted to go into the bathroom at one point and sob....I was so overwhelmed with gratitude and joy.

Photo: Good job guys dancing at bridgeway this weekend. Many people were blessed and touched ❤️
I can't stop looking at this photo from Sunday's performance. Great job, beautiful ones!

God's provision is great. His provision is even greater when His people join forces. Please consider praying and helping to be part of the vision that Bridgeway carried so far this past weekend. This weekend was WONDERFUL - but we still need you.

Please vote for us to win this. It takes less than a minute.

Please donate just $25/mo. Imagine how little that is and how far it will go. We want to allow EVERYONE to learn dance, acting and art in a positive and uplifting environment. Not just those who can afford it. Also, we NEED  a new building - we can't avoid it anymore.

Come to summer camp. Roseville and Natomas - both are going to be amazing. Please give us the opportunity to love your kids.

That's it! So easy. Thank you for all the times you have tolerated my passion for this. I know people are bombarded with continual things on Facebook - thank you for blessing me by being a part in my life - be it a sponsor, a prayer partner or a friend far away.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Cookie Sorrow

Sam rarely gets in trouble. He's a five year old boy, so by default he is energetic, wiggly and distracted. But, he rarely exhibits genuinely bad or punish-worthy behavior. We do about one time out every couple months or so, and that's pretty much it.

But this morning, he was driving me nuts. This week as a whole has been a challenge, a lot of impatience and "me first" mentality. It's definitely defining for me what character traits we need to focus our efforts on during these last few months before summer. Charlotte will be working on patience and consideration. Sam will be working on....patience.

So this morning, he wanted a cookie in his lunch. He was going to get a cookie in his lunch before he even decided to get involved.

"Mommy, please put a cookie in my lunch."

"I will."

"Is the cookie in my lunch yet?"

"You will get a cookie. I am making your sandwich right now."

"Mommy! I need a cookie!"

I don't respond.

"Mommy, don't forget my cookie. I need a cookie in my lunch. Those good kind we had yesterday."

I continue packing things into his lunchbox.

"Mommy! You BETTER give me a cookie!"

Whoa, excuse me? I don't take threats from my children. Goodbye, cookie. I throw some cranberries into a bag instead.

"What about my cookie?"

"You're not getting one anymore."

"Well FINE! I will just have one at snack time at school today! Ha!" He stomps away.

When we got to school, I walked him into class and I told his teacher he wasn't allowed to have any sweets today because he was disrespectful. It usually wouldn't have been a big deal because they don't serve them sweets regularly. But.....today they had banana bread all ready to eat. Sam is like a monkey to banana anything. Bummer for him :/

He came home with this.


Heartbreaker, sheesh! 

It's important to note there was NO punishment, time out or penalty beyond skipping the banana bread. It must've been really delicious looking to warrant this! 

I love my sweet boy, and I'm grateful he goes to a school where his teachers uphold our wishes and teach him about responsibility and kindness. 

P.S. - Don't tell Frank, but I let him have a cookie when he got home from school. 

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Why Christians Shouldn't Be Afraid of Noah

I've heard a lot of mixed feelings about the movie Noah, which opened this past weekend, and there seems to be two distinct reactions.

1) "It's a movie." 
2) "Don't go see this! It isn't biblical and is a waste of money." 

In regards to #1, I agree. It's a movie. Note my lack of excitement there. It's rather cheesy at points and the special effects were "meh." (Editors note: Husband told me that it wasn't "meh" - it was stylized purposely to look unreal and artistic. However I still hold to my opinion the snake was dumb. So fine - bravo, Mr. Aronofsky. But your snake was still lame.) 

Obviously, as a Christian, I am going to focus on #2 here. I am going to rock my Facebook feed and say that I wasn't  offended by this movie in the least. 

But why? 

Because anger is always stemmed in fear, and my God is great and mighty - so why should I be afraid? Plus, there's just plain nothing to be afraid of. Just like Frozen will, (hang on as I raise my shield of protection against the children of the world with this sentence), the Noah hype is going to die down and we will be left relatively unchanged as this dumb snake blockbuster fades away into the Redbox kiosk. 

As a Christian, I felt it was my responsibility to go into this movie prepared. I knew to appreciate it as art. I knew there were no professing Christians involved, so why demand a biblical result? If a child were to draw me a picture of my blonde, blue-eyed daughter with black hair and brown eyes, I would definitely think it odd, but certainly wouldn't revolt. It's their art.

And, suppose the artist drew it that way because they didn't know my child?

Remember, we all belong to a Heavenly Father, but not all of us know His Son.

I suppose I think of all the past Church catastrophes - and there are a lot - but most modernly the age of the corrupt televangelists. They preached, they were exposed as liars, cheaters, swindlers and then they fell. But would it be fair to say that no one received their ticket to Heaven through the words of these misguided, disingenuous men? Of course not. God still used them to save thousands of souls despite their inequity. And if God can use outright sin from those who know better to lead people to Christ, then why shouldn't I have faith that He can still be glorified through a movie created by a team of people who never claimed to know or love Him in the first place?

Ways to Find God's Glory in Noah 
(in order of my brain rather than plot order. Sorry.) 

1. Noah and his family are portrayed as fallen human beings, just as they truly were. 

The biblical account of Noah states he is the only righteous one on Earth. Righteous does not equal sinless. God chose him to do an incredible, crazy thing (aka freelance ark building) because he was devout, faithful and righteous. He was never once named sinless. This is why I love the part of the bible that talks about him being found passed out naked and drunk post-flood. Poor brother was incredibly PTSD after one heck of a boat ride. The movie does an excellent job of portraying righteousness vs sinlessness. 

Noah's son Ham, in typical middle child fashion, rebels against his father and experiences anger and disbelief in his family's calling. Pretty much every character experiences anger, doubt and fear, including Noah himself.  The bible is full of examples of people who do incredibly righteous, good things for the Lord, and at times they still lose sight of Him (Adam, David, Peter, etc.) and I love this about them, because it means God can use me mightily, too. He can use any of us.

"No one would listen to me and now they're all trying to jump on the freaking ark! This is crazy!" - Noah




2. The movie breathes life into a biblical account

Movies gift us with details that we wouldn't normally think of when reading our bible. The entire Noah account is a few pages long. It doesn't mention details that the movie so poignantly illustrates, that were likely fact. For example, the horrible, gut-wrenching awkwardness of sitting safely inside of the ark with the sound of humanity perishing as your dinnertime background noise. The screams of terror, the frantic hands pounding against the ark, babies and children gulping in gallons of water against their will.....I have a feeling the real Noah, just like the movie Noah, heard some of this happening and I doubt it was pleasant. The art of fiction can be used to make our truth more real.

3. The stone people aren't really that weird or random

A lot of church peeps are up in arms over the "stone people." This is legit. I too, thought them to be weird. But how many of us actually did research? The "stone people" or "rock people" also known as The Watchers, are a part of the book of Enoch. This is not a canonical text, but the writers of the bible were well aware of its contents, and much of this book is interwoven into Jewish tradition and history. Some Orthodox groups (in Nigeria, for example) still consider the book of Enoch to be God's word today. I personally do not, and the strong majority of both Jews and Christians today also do not. However, it is important to realize the "stone people" did not come out of thin air or from some director's odd imagination. They also serve to illustrate an important point through the narrative the um, head rock person? provides - we can choose to turn away from God, and when we faithfully love Him and ask to come back, He will always receive us.

4. The bad guy is an awesome example of human pride and sin

The villain in this movie sees what Noah's doing, and he actually starts to believe what he says about this whole flood deal. Then, when the rain starts, he tantrums. Eventually, he manages to bust into the ark and hang out there for an impressive amount of time without being discovered. But, in the end he meets death anyhow. 

This bad guy shows pride over and over and over again with no repentence. He has several lines about how man is made in God's image, and so he clearly must be above everyone and everything. And that....drum roll....he can certainly get himself out of anything God throws his way.

I don't know about you, but I know a lot of people like that today. They don't want God, or they feel when they die they will just deal with whatever happens after. No big deal, they will work it out because they have strength within them and who gives a hoot about Jesus? And, these people are not villains like this guy. Their belief is their right, just like our belief is our right. I believe that I follow Truth. But it would be terribly ignorant of me to think everyone agrees with me. I think it's important for us to see fine examples in cinema of pride and it's destruction. It's dangerous to consider ourselves equal or greater than God, and this Noah film gives a strong example of this. 

5. The movie is not un-biblical - it is extra-biblical, and there is a difference.

Now many Christians are saying that Noah is not biblical. I'd like to hear someone prove how this is so? The movie begins with Noah's family shown as the only righteous ones left on Earth. Then, God speaks to Noah and tells him humanity will be wiped away with a great flood. Noah builds the ark. The flood happens. A dove brings back a branch. Noah passes out drunk and naked. Humanity begins anew. 

You guys, it's all there. 

The issue with Noah is not that it's un-biblical, but rather it is extra-biblical. Anthony Hopkin's portrayal of Methuselah is particularly zany and random, and I am not sure on the biblical existence of Ila - I couldn't find her anywhere. But again, the whole account of Noah is brief. Most biblical stories are. That doesn't take away their truth, of course, but as human beings we tend to fill in the blanks. 

If you're a Christian and don't agree, then please tell me how you explain that children's bible on your kid's bookshelf with the Caucasian Jesus. Or the fact we celebrate Christmas in the winter and have a baby Jesus in our nativity scene when he was clearly visited by the wise men as a toddler and likely born in the springtime. 

Human nature compels us to put God and his Word into our own sort of truth and visualization so we can process it. And I think He gets that. Why else would he present Himself to us as a Father? Something that is far beneath Him but easy for us to understand. 

So no, Noah is not unbiblical. It is extra-biblical. And if there are issues with that, then that is fair . But it also means we should likely examine the rest of our Christian life and the things we watch, the way we celebrate and the thoughts we visualize. 

6.  It reminds us of how important it is as Christians to not pick and choose. 

As mentioned above, if we are going to throw stones, we better be consistent throughout. Many of the Christians I know who hate the Noah movie LOVED The Passion of the Christ. This film was also jam packed with extra-biblical ideas, contained many cultural and historical inaccuracies and was directed by Mel Gibson, a member of an ultra-traditional Catholic sect often rejected by mainstream Catholicism. And yet churches around the country bought out movie theaters to get their congregants in to see that film. I'm confused.....why do we want our Savior Hollywoodfied but not an Old Testament boat builder? 

Pick a side and stick to it. This is why my children won't watch any of these films until they reach adulthood. Hollywood has never asked to raise my children up in the christian faith, and I don't plan on charging them with that responsibility. However I am also not going to protest to high heaven and back about each bible-based film that comes out. Spoiler alert: we as human beings all have some facts wrong - at the end of the day it's our hearts that count. 

7. These type of films encourage people to read the book after. 

I love dinosaurs. They are the coolest things ever. When Jurassic Park was about to come out, my mom agreed to let me ditch a day of middle school to attend the premiere as long as I read the book first. That book is a beast, but I did it. This happened after years of a rule where I was required to read before watching a movie. And as an adult , I often seek out a book based on a film after seeing the film. So do a lot of people. And we all know what book Noah is from.....so why are we complaining about the free publicity? 

So should you see Noah? 

I don't know. I'm not you. But I would break it down as such: 

If you are so conservative in your faith that you fear it will be shaken by a movie, or you struggle with the harsh reality that there's a world out there that often disagrees with our faith and values, then I would probably skip it. 

If you are able to separate fact from fiction comfortably, do not take other opinions personally and want to educate yourself in such a way that you can  "Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect..." 1 Peter 3:16
Then I say go for it. After all, how can we stand for what we believe in if we cannot allow ourselves to be at least carefully & respectfully familiar with the other side? 


Thursday, March 13, 2014

Exciting Springtime!

There is a lot happening this spring. April in particular is going to be total crazy sauce - Heart of Arts, going to India, Easter....so many challenges and celebrations ahead! 

There's a new trend going on right now, where people add something to their lives for Lent rather than giving something up for 40 days. I think both are great - to grow closer to The Lord through sacrifice, or to grow closer to Him through purposeful added devotion and prayer time - both can be so rewarding. 

Whether or not you participate in a life of faith, the beginning of spring is a wonderful time to renew a commitment to help others. A lot of people I know have done the "adding Lent" by committing to helping others. 

Here are a few incredible opportunities to help right here locally - and make worldwide impact: 

1) THE BEST $20 YOU'VE EVER SPENT - one of my dear friends is selling raffle tickets to help save a home in Cambodia that does more ministry on a regular basis than anywhere else I've heard of! Just purchasing a raffle ticket gives $10 toward saving this vital building in Cambodia and another $10 goes toward a raffle that Royal Stage could possibly win funding from. More details can be found here - https://www.facebook.com/events/284434171715775/
Even if you choose another group on the list, that's fine - just let me know if you want to buy a ticket - you can send me the money online in a variety of ways and I can make sure it gets to Cambodia! 

2) HEART OF ARTS - Royal Stage is having our annual Heart of Arts spring dinner show. Come eat lasagna, watch our all-studio performance and enjoy an art gallery. There will also be various raffle prizes that night including Disneyland tickets! April 13, 6:30pm - buy tix through me just let me know! You can also get them at royalstage.org but there's a service fee. (America's dumb...) 

3) SUMMER CAMP - sign your kids up for an amazing camp opportunity in either Roseville or Natomas. They will learn dance, voice, drama, visual art and have a ton of fun. $100/2 weeks.....runs all summer long and breaks down to a little over $6/hr. 

Please consider #1 first and foremost - but either way I hope you will consider getting involved in any of these three....or anywhere else you feel called to make a difference!