Overly Blessed Slacker.

I suck at blogging now. There is no excuse for me. I am just so, so busy. But people, life is good. SO good. Because God is good. So even when I am not good, He is always good! But I've been good too....so that's been good :)

I have been just broken before him the past few months. I've felt like this exhausted wind-up doll who just could not break free from the burden of running a ministry, raising a family and maintaining a writing career - all of which seemed to suddenly be bigger than me. And I am an "I can do it myself, dang it!" kind of girl, so it is really hard for me to let go and let God.

So many Christians say to just do that, but come on....none of us ever do, right? But I just laid it all down in front of Him, gave him my junk pile of joys, fears and dreams...and then there was such a release, I cannot even describe it. And I was reminded of why exactly I love Him.

And even if He hadn't decided to take it away, even if it all piles up again (and it will), I know that I am safe. I am okay. I am loved.

God is just making Royal Stage stuff fall into our lap - rehearsal space, potentially a building of our own, cast replacements, a crew, a music teacher, dance teachers, and a FLIPPIN' ORCHESTRA. I mean seriously, there is a nice Guy up there that wants this all to happen, and for that I feel so tremendously humbled and blessed.

And sort of terrified. In a good way. I think.